'There's something I'd like to discuss with you, so I'm wondering if you have time until this evening.'
I wrote the message and hesitated just before pressing the send button.
The discussion is about Miyu.
Since Sachiko confessed the truth to even the person in question, the consultation with Yamamoto-san will probably end the same way.
In the end, when I was forced to choose between Miyu and Yamamoto-san, I chose Miyu.
Is it acceptable for such a man to ask for advice from her to make Miyu happy?
If this is just a matter of my appearance, I'll do whatever I can, even prostrate myself.
But I wonder if Miyu believes that I'm right in consulting Yamamoto-san without thinking about her feelings.
Then, it happened while I was at a loss.
"Wait! What are you doing!"
I was slapped hard on the ass, and that impact made me press the send button.
"Ah, wai-, what!?"
When I turned around, what I saw in front of me was a pair of disgruntled twintails that I was already familiar with.
Yuka was in front, and three girls who appeared to be from the same grade were walking behind her.
"You raped me and now you're asking me why I'm standing there like that?"
"No, I don't understand the connection between those words."
I hurriedly tried to correct the message, but it was marked as read and I was in a situation where I couldn't go back.
"Yukacchi, what're you doing? Boyfriend? Rape?"
One of the people in the group behind her waved the hem of her long, baggy T-shirt and smiled, flashing her double teeth, saying, 'That's crazy. hilarious.'
"It's Miyu's older brother. I'm sure his photos were shared in the group. He's the shitty guy who raped me five times."
The self-introduction ended without me interjecting any words.
Something outrageous was revealed from the beginning, but is that okay for Yuka?
"Onii-san isn't any good then, if he does rape."
I received a very fair scolding from a girl who was lazily using her smartphone.
By the way, the fourth girl is quietly waiting behind.
"T-there's a lot of circumstances..."
"I mean, Miyu's older brother, seriously? He's evolved a lot."
"Didn't he level up from having sex with two junior high students?"
Interrupting my conversation, the girl with the double teeth and the girl with the smartphone started getting excited.
"Uwah, seriously? You can't be a virgin after all. I should introduce a woman to my brother too."
"You should just handle it yourself."
"You're making me laugh. If anyone's fucking me, it's him over here."
"Say that again. Onii-san, aren't you still looking for a girlfriend?"
The two of them look at me together.
Wait a minute, this is our first time meeting.
"Not anymore. He's with Miyu now, after all."
To those two, Yuka suddenly made a strange remark.
"Hah... Eh!?"
Why does Yuka know?
"I heard everything from Haruka."
It was an unexpected leak from Haruka.
However, I don't think Haruka would cause trouble for Miyu, so maybe this was just a natural sequence of events.
"What, that Miyu seriously showed him off just to take him for herself? Isn't that awful?"
"She has no choice but to apologise. And the item she can apologise with is this Onii-san."
"That could work."
No, it will not work.
"If he can do it five times, doesn't that mean he can do it one more time even after going around the four of us?"
The quiet girl who realised that she was included in 'the four of us' secretly freaked out.
"Um, can I say something? I feel like you're all following a similar pattern."
"Of course. Isn't it hot to play with five junior high students?"
"This is your only time to shine, Onii-san."
No chance, I've been thinking this ever since Miyu showed me the message group, but the sexual impulsiveness of these girls has reached the point where I can't save them.
"Um... Am I also... doing it...?"
Finally, the quiet girl raised her voice.
Okay, here I go.
Let's use this girl as a pretext and avoid this situation.
In the first place, just because Miyu and I got together, there's no reason for me to apologise to these girls.
"Isn't it better for everyone to take care of themselves a little more? I think it would be better to choose someone else, and not just pick whoever..."
I give a friendly smile to a passerby who looks suspicious of me being surrounded by four girls, and subtly walk backwards to a place where no one else passes.
"No, Onii-san looks cool. I think he'll let us do whatever we want. I've always been interested in butts, you know?"
The double-toothed girl approaches with shining eyes.
I wonder if she can not reveal such sexual tendencies to a man she's meeting for the first time.
"Miyu has given her seal of approval, right? Isn't it okay as long as the vibe between us matches? It's rude to say I'd pick whoever. As expected, I choose the man I want to fuck."
I want her to stop using her smartphone because it's hard to tell whether she's talking nonsense or telling the truth.
But, about the quiet girl.
"I… I don't have any experience…I don't know if I can be fun… I'm just plain…"
"I see, I see. If it's your first time, you should take it even more seriously. Even if you're not confident right now because you're just plain, I know that you can change once you have proper experience. That's why, let's find someone who actually thinks about you, not like this, okay?"
"Y... yes..."
When I strongly persuaded her with all my heart to run away, she made eye contact with me for a moment and then quickly looked away.
The girl on the smartphone casually interrupted after noticing the reaction of such a friend.
"Someone who thinks about you. Then, isn't Onii-san good? "
"Well... I guess..."
"Here."
"No no no no."
It's scary that her body was given away this easily.
Is this the power of the situation?
"After all, a male's power increases when he has sex. Speaking of which, if you include Miyu, the number of people Onii-san has experience with is three?"
The double-toothed girl casually assumes that I'm having sex with Miyu.
Well, we've already done something equivalent to that.
"There's more, isn't there?"
"Isn't that too much sex with junior high students!?"
"That's really a misunderstanding, so please stop spreading that kind of awareness."
Also, please stop shouting about sex in a place like this.
"Auh... what... should I do..."
"It's fine, I'll teach you all about it. Onii-san may surprisingly also like modest girls, you know? Wabi-sabi boy."
"That's it. He's practically Rikyu."
Again, these girls get excited on their own.
"Eh, who's Rikyu?"
"You were blabbering about Wabi-sabi, yet you don't know who Rikyu is? He was a servant of Nobunaga."
"Ah, the thing with Nobunaga in the past. Something like 'If you don't sing, you must cry.'"
"You're crying yourself to sleep at this point, Nobunaga."
I can't anymore, I can't control this any further.
"Umm. Isn't it about time? Don't you guys have cram school or something?"
The fact that they met at this timing means that they may have attended the same cram school as Sachiko.
I really want them to understand that I'm not serious about it.
"And I don't know if I should say it myself, but why are you guys so positive after hearing that I committed rape?"
When I asked that, the group of junior high school students looked at each other.
"Because it's Yukacchi? I would do the same if it were me."
"It’s more of an added element, isn't it?"
"Yeah... it can't be helped..."
"What the hell are you guys thinking about me!?"
It was only when it came to this point that Yuka finally opened her mouth.
Yuka's treatment doesn't change anywhere, does it?
Is she playing pranks on others besides Miyu?
"I'm sure you guys have had your fun now. Go back to cram school already."
Yuka points in the direction Sachiko was walking.
This girl is the one who started the whole thing, but I'd appreciate it if she could clear things up.
I can't undo the message I sent to Yamamoto-san.
The group of junior high students was persuaded by Yuka and reluctantly left.
I thought I could finally calm down and think about it, but as expected, that Yuka stayed here.
"What's the big deal? Let's go."
"Where? I mean, Yuka, is cram school okay?"
"I want to talk about Miyu. I don't care about the cram school, so please lend me your time."
Perhaps because it was Miyu, Yuka pulled my arm with a serious look on her face that I had never seen before.
Those feet are heading towards Yuka's favourite internet cafe.
I'm not in a position where I can afford this either, but it's about Miyu.
Yamamoto-san has not replied yet, and considering the length of Yuka and Miyu's relationship, this discussion may not be a waste of time for me.
I also want to make up for the fact that I forced myself to do this, so I guess I'll stick with Yuka for now.
...I guess I'll just have to make up for her missed cram school.
"Give me your membership card."
Yuka took me to an internet cafe.
Yuka took the initiative and selected a room for two, and I followed suit and checked in.
The basic facilities of an internet cafe are a drink bar and a bookshelf.
I needed a drink to moisten my throat, but Yuka naturally entered the manga corner.
"What are you doing?"
"To get some mangas, of course?"
"Don't you want to talk about Miyu?"
"That's true, though I'd like to take this opportunity to digest what's bothering me."
Yuka walks around looking at the back cover of a manga with a drink in her hand.
There's no way I'll get an answer by rushing Yuka, so I guess I'll just have to go at this girl's pace until I get a reply from Yamamoto-san.
"Don't you have any recommendations?"
"I only read battle-type stuff. If that's okay."
I looked over some of my favourite works and had Yuka take one volume each of works she didn't know yet.
She holds the card key against the door to unlock it and enters the room.
Due to the crowds during summer vacation, only a small room was available, but there was enough space for two people to lie down without bumping into each other.
The two of us in a room with cushioned mats.
Yuka is lying down and reading a manga.
The two antennae extending from Yuka's head reached around her waist.
Since it's tied, I wonder if it won't get hot even if she stretches it out in the summer.
"What are you looking at?"
"No, Yuka's hair is quite brown, I was wondering if you don't get scolded for that."
"Because I'm good at saying things to teachers."
Yuka thumbs up and boasts.
That wasn't meant to be a compliment though.
"Is that manga interesting?"
"Worth reading."
"That so."
The atmosphere has become quite relaxed.
If Yuka doesn't talk, I have no choice but to collect my thoughts here.
I feel like I'm about to find out the answer to make Miyu happy.
Even though it was within reach, it felt like something was blocking it, like a box with a lock.
The most impressive thing when I talked to Sachiko was that she recognised me as a man.
That's why she supports the relationship between me and Miyu even with us being brother and sister.
The same goes for Yamamoto-san.
It was a secret, but at the end it seemed that she recognised me as a man.
Those two cute people wanted me, and Miyu also said that she loved me too.
If I look at this situation alone, it's easy to think that I was liked because I was a man.
What I'm curious about is the similarities between Miyu's constitution and the four people I've done sexual things with.
Because Miyu's reproductive instincts are reversed, she feels uncomfortable being confessed to by a 'superior, manly stranger.'
In the end, I was the exact opposite of that, and I was liked because I was a 'failure, close relative.'
Sachiko denied that I was a useless man, but the physical relationships I've had so far were built thanks to Miyu.
If I weren't Miyu's older brother, these three wouldn't even look at me, let alone have sex with me.
Everyone's 'like' towards me is just a feeling born from our relationship.
Because of that fact, even though I received so much encouragement from Sachiko, I still can't be sure.
"Hold on."
Yuka looked at me unhappily for some reason.
"What's the matter?"
"Sit further back. And stretch your knees."
"Nh? Well, that's fine."
I moved as ordered by Yuka and sat down again.
Yuka casually rests her head on my lap and resumes reading.
"Hey, you. There's a cushion and a blanket over there."
"It's easier to sleep here, so it's fine."
Yuka can rest her head down a little, but I don't feel comfortable with someone sleeping on my lap other than Miyu.
"I-it's hot... Isn't the air conditioning weak?"
"It's a little hot, yeah."
"Right-?"
Yuka opens two buttons on her shirt and starts fanning.
Unlike Miyu, her chest is flat, but the space without it has a unique eroticism to it.
"Hey, so."
Yuka folded the manga and set it aside.
The talk's finally starting, huh.
"Aren't you gonna do anything lewd?"
It was an exciting start to the story.
"Eh? Nh? You mean with Miyu?"
"Of course not. I already know what you're doing with Miyu."
Well, I guess so.
That happened when I talked to Haruka at the family restaurant.
“So, are you asking me if I want to do something sexual with Yuka?”
Yuka rolled over, propped herself on her elbows, looked up, and nodded.
Her open chest is strangely erotic because there isn't any flesh, which lets me see deep inside.
"Umm... the reason?"
"You've already decided what you're going to do, coming to a place like this."
"No, it's not a love hotel."
"A private room internet cafe is practically a love hotel."
Really, that kind of reputational damage is not good for the people who use it seriously.
"Even if this is a love hotel, I won't do such a thing. Besides, aren't you going to give up on Miyu's child?"
"Miyu doesn't matter anymore. You can use contraception if you want."
"Wait a minute, I'm getting confused."
Doesn't this girl want to have a baby with me as a fait accompli in order to become Miyu's sister-in-law?
If Miyu is no longer involved, it'll just mean that she wants to have sex with me.
Besides, she knows that Miyu and I have feelings for each other, so why is she approaching me?
I don't really understand, but anyways I feel like I shouldn't be drawn into this.
"It's impossible because I don't have any rubber. Yuka doesn't have any either, right?"
"You can just go to a couple's room where they have a cloth over the window for security and get some. They're here for the purpose of having sex anyways, so they've got some, right?"
"I really only respect such stubbornness of yours."
Couldn't that energy be used in a more healthy direction?
"It's fine if you just do it once."
"Bad things are bad."
"Why? You don't really hate me, do you?"
"Well, that's true, but."
Even though Yuka does such absurd things, I can't help but not hate her.
I've caused trouble to Miyu as well, so I shouldn't be angry on her behalf.
The reason why Miyu continues to be her friend even after all this is probably due to some kind of charm of Yuka.
"Anyway, I have Miyu now. That's the simplest answer for Yuka."
"But, wouldn't that be unbalanced?"
"...Meaning?"
"Because, Miyu is being lewd with Haruka too."
(T/N: Rikyu refers to Sen no Rikyu and he really liked wabi-sabi which refers to appreciating imperfection or something. He was a servant of Nobunaga for some time and made some poems, I guess that 'can't sing must cry' was one of them)

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