My muscle fibers contracted many times, and even after Miyu swallowed the semen, more semen flowed into Miyu's mouth as if to replace it.
"Nh... nkuh. Puhaah. Onii-chan, if you're too quick, I won't feel it putting it in my mouth at all."
"I-I'm sorry, okay... I mean, as Miyu, wouldn't it be better to finish this quickly…?"
Up until now, Miyu had always told me not to hold back and to let it out as soon as possible.
Maybe that's why my body is a bit prone to premature ejaculation.
Of course, my body can't go against Miyu's orders, so if she orders me to do so strongly, I'll probably be able to avoid ejaculation. But when Miyu gives me a blowjob, it's close to impossible for me to suppress my desire to ejaculate on my own.
"If that's what you think, then the actual show with Onii-chan will probably be a long way off."
"Eh, ah, ahh no! I have a good understanding of the talk!"
That talk where Miyu said to me, 'If you want to have sex, please understand the meaning before inviting me.'
If that's what she means, I already know.
Miyu feels a special sexual excitement towards me, so once she crosses a certain line, she can no longer maintain her reason.
When it comes to sex, unless the girl is aggressive about it, she basically entrusts her body to the man.
Miyu won't be able to have sex with peace of mind unless I carefully judge how much pleasure torture is allowed.
"When Miyu does lewd things with me, she gets excited to an unusual degree. So, if I have sex with Miyu without thinking about it, Miyu might not be able to escape from that feeling. You mean to be careful about that, right?"
The answer I thought was the correct answer.
With that, Miyu did not return a cheerful expression.
After sucking my cock and sucking out the semen from my urethra, Miyu lined up directly across from me again.
Miyu kept staring at me like she was searching for something, but there didn't seem to be an answer that would satisfy Miyu.
"Hmm... 30 points."
It seems like my answer didn't fully suffice for understanding.
"That bad?"
"You're not wrong, but you don't get the important part."
More important than what I just said, huh.
Is there any room for missing such a thing?
I think the most important thing about Miyu's story is that when she does lewd things with me, her sexual desire goes out of control.
"You can't tell me...?"
"It's a problem if you don't realise this."
Miyu lowered her eyebrows and looked away with a truly troubled expression that I had never seen before.
What kind of problem is more serious than being addicted to sex?
"Why do you think I couldn't tell you about my problems, Onii-chan?"
"That's..."
Miyu was worried about her own peculiar constitution.
The reversal of her reproductive instincts, where she's sexually aroused by those more genetically related to her.
At first, Miyu didn't even understand her constitution.
The reason she realised this was during that accident in the toilet, and the moment she became convinced of it was when she gave me a blowjob for the first time.
Until then, Miyu had kept that abnormality hidden from me and continued to do lewd things with me as if to verify it.
I think this was a natural flow of events.
It's a high hurdle to ask your own brother for sexual advice.
Revealing something like 'I get extremely excited when I have sex with you' is more embarrassing than the act itself.
Of course, the act itself was embarrassing, so Miyu blurted it out in a meaningful manner.
In other words, is that what it means?
This is something that both Yuka and Sachiko warned about.
Even Miyu is a girl.
"You can't tell me because you're embarrassed?"
"You understand, don't you?"
Miyu swells her cheeks and grabs mine.
It hurts, but it warms my heart.
"What I need to be careful about during the actual performance is that it's embarrassing for Miyu more than anything else, so you want me to realise that myself."
"It's so embarrassing that even if you notice it, I won't want to talk about it."
Is such an outrageous reason still hidden?
The reason why Miyu stared at me for a while after I gave my answer was to see if I was sensing something that I was afraid to say.
"Listen, okay. I'll never tell you what Onii-chan really needs to know. Onii-chan, even if you know it, don't say it. Please keep it in silence, because I will look at you and judge you. If you provoke me with that, I'll break up with you."
"I-I understand."
This is her first serious advice since The Secret in the Closet.
And it seems like it's even more outrageous than that secret.
I wonder what it is.
Is there really anything I need to be careful about when having sex with Miyu?
"Now that I think about it, is it okay if you leave the game completely unattended?"
"Ah! Shi-...!"
Before I knew it, the chat was confusing with the suspicion that I had fallen asleep, and I had no choice but to bring up the topic.
"Sotomichi, hey. The 'real' event is tomorrow, so don't be distracted."
No matter how I look at it, Suzuhara deliberately emphasised those words, which implied that he wanted me to lose my virginity.
For me, who had just ejaculated into a girl's mouth, it was of no concern to me.
Come to think of it, Miyu is also horny.
I feel like I want to use my fingers, but somehow the atmosphere isn't quite right.
Miyu is hugging the cushion, and if I put my hand between her thighs from behind, I'm sure the act will begin, but I can't see a vision of Miyu being happy with that.
I'm Miyu's older brother and also her boyfriend.
That's why I thought that I was expected to act like a man and a gentleman.
Though, I guess I wasn't that kind of person when Miyu started liking me.
It's important to grow up, but I think it's different if my personality changes as a result.
I wouldn't like it if Miyu suddenly turned into a modest lady either.
It may sound ironic, but she's always expressionless and I don't know what she's thinking, and when it comes to punishing people, she's as merciless as a devil. However, she's much more sensitive than most when it comes to consideration and manners, and yet also shows her selfish and tyrannical side.
I like that kind of Miyu.
It's a self-interested interpretation, but what I want to do should be what Miyu wants to do.
The day before yesterday, I asked Miyu to give me a blowjob as an apology, which is why our relationship has progressed to this point.
Then, what is it that I want to do?
Thinking about it that way, after ejaculating and my sexual desire subsided, I had a desire to prioritise over lewd things.
"Miyu, I think I'll stop the game for a while."
When I said that, Miyu obediently nodded and dropped the app on her smartphone.
Then, perhaps because I said something meaningful, she looks at me strangely.
"So, I have a suggestion."
"Yes. What is it?"
Miyu faced me while holding the cushion.
"Those clothes before. I want to see you wearing them."
At my words, Miyu strongly pulled the cushion into her arms.
Then, she hides half of her face and looks at me with a contemptuous look from the gap between her bangs and the cushion.
Indeed, it is a terrible request.
Miyu must be in a very lewd mood right after giving a blowjob, and if she were to put on a lolita outfit in such a state, Miyu might give in to her sexual desire and go out of control.
"Well, it's fine."
However, Miyu accepted the proposal obediently.
She gets up from the bed and quickly fixes the wrinkles in her clothes and messes with her hair, then tells me to wait until she's finished getting ready and returns to her room.
I expected her to ask more questions, but she was eerily honest.
After about 20 minutes of preparation, I received a message from Miyu asking me to 'come to her room.'
I also dressed myself to the bare minimum so as not to be rude, and knocked on Miyu's door.
"I'm coming in."
When I opened the door, Miyu was there.
A white ribbon lolita dress made of blue fabric alike to space, adorned with dazzling embroidery.
She was standing there looking like a princess from another planet, wearing a simple yet classy pure white blouse and her hair hanging loosely.
"Ohh..."
It's not my first time seeing Miyu's lolita clothes.
That said.
This extent is.
"Fufuu. What do you think? Onii-chan."
Miyu flutters her skirt with a triumphant look on her face.
An angel, no, a goddess.
It cannot be expressed in the vocabulary of this world.
"C-cute! Seriously really cute!!"
I approached Miyu with the momentum of pouncing, but I held my ground to avoid touching her.
"You're so cute, you know. The cutest thing in the world. I can't believe that such a cute girl actually exists now..."
I casually asked, but it was ridiculous.
I can't believe there is violence that is so terrifyingly cute.
Real rich ladies must be coming to Haruka's photo session.
I want to capture this emotion and make it forever.
"Right? I'm cute, aren't I?"
Miyu grins at me with a provocative smile.
"I guess you asked me to do something lewd with this, but I won't do that, okay?"
This was the reason why Miyu obediently accepted dressing in lolita cosplay.
She already found out that I had intentionally made a horny Miyu wear lolita cosplay, but by accepting that and not doing naughty things with me, she was planning on killing me alive.
However, Miyu was so cute that such evil intentions were blown away, so for the time being, sexual things became secondary.
"I was wrong for asking you to do lolita cosplay with evil feelings. Looking at Miyu's cute appearance, I realise how foolish I was."
In reality, Miyu in her lolita outfit is a complete object of lust, but right now this profound impression is overpowering me.
"Am I that cute?"
"Cute. Really cute. I can't believe there's someone cuter than Miyu."
"Nfufu. Yes, yes, I already know."
As expected, Miyu gets embarrassed after being told this much, curling her curly hair even more to distract herself from the loneliness of her hand.
Howver, my feelings can't be contained.
On the day of the accident that revealed The Secret in the Closet, I couldn't really look at her because I was doing my best to comfort Miyu.
Seeing Miyu in her lolita outfit again makes her feel precious to me.
She's practically in the realm of the gods by now.
"Miyu really looks good in cute clothes."
"Haruka is cuter though. She doesn't have any unnecessary flesh on her."
"No, Miyu is definitely cuter."
"Don't say things like that even though you haven't seen it."
"I don't have to look. I love Miyu, and it only makes sense that Miyu would look the cutest no matter what reality we're in."
"Muu. Indeed."
It was rare for me to be able to convince Miyu.
But that doesn't matter.
I want to enjoy this Miyu now.
"Miyu, if you like, I'd like you to turn around and show your whole body."
"Nn? Like this?"
Miyu approached the window, adjusted the light by moving the curtains, and then lightly lifted her hair and pinched her skirt, showing me every detail.
The light shining into the room illuminated Miyu's smile, with my soul feeling like it was being lifted little by little.
Miyu was so cute, I was about to die.
"Miyu... Miyu is too cute... what in the world should I do..."
"What happened, Onii-chan?"
Miyu hurriedly got me up when I fell to the floor.
Because I can see her genuine kindness, all her usual gestures seem to be lovely.
"Um... I-I wish you could, but I'd like you to show me your other clothes too..."
"Ehh. You want to see the other clothes too?"
Miyu had a troubled expression on her face, and while her face was slightly red, she didn't look happy.
"I know it's a hassle. But I want to see a cuter Miyu."
"Yes, yes, I understand. Then I'll change my clothes, so please go out into the hallway."
Miyu pushed my back and threw me out of the room.
Still, in the short time it took for the door to close, I didn't miss the sound of Miyu humming happily.
If she was going to enjoy it this much, she shouldn't have hidden it from me in the first place.
Granted, she actually went as far as masturbating while wearing those clothes, so it's probably more embarrassing than I thought.
Although, if it were me, I could love that Miyu as well.
After another 20 minutes of preparation time, I received a message from Miyu.
I'm enjoying it unilaterally, but from Miyu's point of view, it's quite a pain to fix her makeup.
Normally, she would have been paid tens of thousands of yen for it, but unfortunately I don't have that kind of money, and Miyu probably wouldn't be happy even if she received the money.
Should I secretly tuck away a 'voucher to listen to whatever Miyu has to say for one day' in my heart?
As for what's different from usual, I'll think about it then.
"I'm coming in."
I knock on Miyu's room and re-enter.
There was another angel there.
"How is it?"
The next costume was classic checkered lolita-style, sailor uniform motif.
Her hair is tied into a braid and a small hat is placed on her head.
Miyu is petite, so if she carries a leather bag on her back, she would look so childish and cute that you could even mistake her for an elementary school student.
In between, her fiercely assertive and heavy chest makes such an overstatement it could be considered blasphemous.
"Cu... c... cutee...!!"
I shouted out my thoughts in a hoarse voice and fell to my knees.
It seems that Miyu's cuteness made me dizzy.
"Onii-chan, every reaction of yours is exaggerated."
Miyu turned away with a face that didn't seem to tell whether she was happy or angry.
With that gesture, my heart was killed again.
"Sorry, Miyu. What should I do? I've been saying nothing but cute for a while, but I don't know what to say other than cute..."
"You've communicated your feelings well, so it's okay."
Miyu pulled me up calmly.
It was nice to see Miyu's boobs looking up from below, but when I stood up, her neat neckline was clearly visible with her hair tied up, dazzling me yet again.
"Why is Miyu so cute?"
"I don't know."
Miyu fixatedly staring is also cute.
With Miyu's cuteness, I feel like we can even aim for world peace.
However, it is regrettable that Miyu's cuteness is used for such a thing.
"Miyu, I really love you."
"If possible, please tell that to the normal me."
Miyu must have been tired from interacting with me, so she sat on the bed and flopped her legs.
Admittedly, I can only express my honest feelings to Miyu when I'm excited like this.
I should show off my feelings of love for her normal self more, huh.
That's why Miyu seems to be annoyed.
If it's Miyu, will she be happy even though she's annoyed?
Alright, I'll tell her more.
"Satisfied?"
"I'm very satisfied with Miyu's cuteness, but I feel like I want to see a little more."
It would be a waste to just change her clothes since she had taken the trouble to set it up so cutely.
"What do you usually do?"
Miyu enjoys playing lolita cosplay, either by masturbating while looking at herself, or by doing lewd stuff with Haruka.
However, that's not all.
Sexual arousal is something that comes along with it, and Miyu is supposed to like cute clothes, so it's fine if she has some kind of obsession with it that's different from naughty.
For example, the flavoured tea that Miyu once made for me.
That wasn't something we always had in the kitchen.
If Miyu bought it for her personal enjoyment, it can be assumed that she was enjoying it along with lolita fashion.
If she bought it just for drinking, she could have proudly declared it hers and placed it in the kitchen.
There's no inconvenience in that.
We don't have anyone who uses other people's things without permission.
"Well, I guess I just enjoy some tea."
"What about the teapot?"
"I have it."
"Then that's it!"
I decided to have a simple tea party in the living room on the first floor.
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