Sitting on a school chair, alone.
During recess, when there were no classroom changes, I was absentminded, not talking to anyone.
For some reason, even during my short breaks, I usually have some silly exchanges with Takanami and Suzuhara, but today I haven't really talked to them at all.
I have one more problem.
I don't have erections to my classmates.
There should have been many girls in my class who were relatively well-looking, but even if I tried to think about erotic situations with them, I would soon get tired and bored.
Though, even a healthy male high school student would find it disgusting to have erotic delusions with a girl in his class.
There are unfortunate circumstances that make me uncomfortable about this, and it's not like I normally do this.
I was a 2D believer in the first place.
Ever since I stopped playing eroges, most of my fantasies have been about my little sister Miyu.
Still, I shouldn't have stopped getting aroused by other girls.
Using images of beautiful girls under the age of 18 and aphrodisiac sounds, the pleasure of masturbation hasn't diminished for me.
It's just that the switch that leads to ejaculation doesn't turn on.
It was supposed to be that way.
However, as I masturbated with Miyu's friend- Yuka the other day, a certain suspicion emerged within me.
In reality, wasn't I just excited because of Miyu's orders?
I was excited to see Yuka naked and being played with, and I should have ejaculated.
When I look at the erotic pictures of Yuka that Miyu gave me - she also gave me that photo of her in bondage with her lower body exposed - I get horny and I get an erection.
Still, without it, I can't ejaculate.
Miyu's voice.
If I don't think about the voice begging me to look up, or the whispers from behind my ear that say "let it all out", I won't be able to turn on the switch to climax.
I tried using my classmates as fap material in order to diagnose how far gone my bad son's condition has gotten, but...
It was difficult to get even an erection from my classmates.
I could only use Yuka or Miyu as excitants.
This is not good, is it.
Maybe I've become a full-fledged lolicon.
Moreover, a siscon-lolicon.
I'm a lost cause.
Though, I don't feel like I want to stop at all.
"Sotomichi-kun. You're feeling absentminded again today."
Another strange phenomenon was occurring.
Yamamoto-san, a beautiful girl with black hair and big breasts, started talking to me.
Yamamoto-san folds her hands behind her back and bends forward.
Her chest area is so emphasized that the buttons look like they're about to burst.
"A lot happened."
"Something troubling you?"
"Something like that."
Although I should be happy to have someone talk to me, I end up being curt.
Partly because I don't want to be teased by someone like Takanami.
This communication disorder is such a drag.
It's a problem that I can't tell anyone about.
"What happened, Yamamoto-san?"
"Nn-? Nothing though? Am I not allowed to talk to you?"
I didn't say you weren't allowed to, but it's weird.
We don't even have any ways to contact each other.
The first time we had a proper conversation was on day duty last week.
I haven't heard anything of Yamamoto-san joining any strange groups.
I don't think this is a prank though.
Without any reason, it can't be helped that this is suspicious.
"Suzuhara has been glaring at me with jealous eyes for a while now. To be honest, it's hard to talk to you."
Why is this Suzuhara like this?
Even if I didn't have a little sister, I wouldn't have shown so much hostility.
"Ah... Suzuhara-kun, huh..."
Yamamoto-san lowers the tone of her voice and begins to play with the tip of her long hair.
Even though I don't have a lot of experience with women, I can figure it out with such a clear attitude.
"Could it be that it was something to do with him? If he's pestering you, I can give him a heads up."
"Ahaha. Thank you. Hmm, then, can I ask you one thing?"
Incidentally, or rather, like waiting for the right moment.
There's no way Yamamoto-san would talk to me unless I asked her to.
"Umm."
Yamamoto-san asked, leaning her face closer so that others wouldn't hear her.
"Is there a girl that Suzuhara-kun liked in the past? It doesn't have to be at my school, but if there is, I'd like you to let me know."
Yamamoto-san's breath blew into my ear.
A sexy voice echoes into my ear, causing my crotch to throb.
It just twitched, but it didn't get any bigger.
Truly, my son is picking the wrong people.
"I've never heard of anything like that. We used to only watch anime and games, so we weren't familiar with real romance."
Judging from Suzuhara's attitude towards Yamamoto-san, I think there must have been at least one girl he was interested in in real life.
But we never spoke of things like that.
We were only interested in 2D girls.
Because it was our common source of peace of mind.
"Should I ask him about it?"
"No, that's fine. Sorry. Um, I'd rather you keep it a secret."
"I see. I understand."
I don't even know what this exchange is about.
Would someone perceptive to a woman's heart notice anything?
Does she like Suzuhara, is there someone else who likes Suzuhara, or is it something related to the past?
"Thank you. If anything happens, I'm counting on you."
Yamamoto-san winks and dashes away.
The way she walked, swaying her pleated skirt from her tight waist, is exactly the image of a high school girl.
You're so cute, Yamamoto-san.
I feel like this is a serious crisis when I can't get an erection from even that.
-with that being said.
"A grave situation has arisen."
Coming home to Miyu and I alone.
I sat across from her at the table in the living room and opened my mouth with a subtle look on my face.
My little sister is always expressionless, her hair and clothes are neat, and her posture is flawless.
So why is Miyu so erotic?
Maybe it's because she has big boobs.
No, if that's the case, there's no way she can compete with Yamamoto-san.
"I think it's time we had a heart-to-heart talk."
"Yes."
"This is going to be quite in-depth, but is that okay?"
"Go ahead, explain."
She places her hands on her knees and listens.
It's hard to do so when you're so rigid.
"Sorry to be so down-to-earth. It's a problem relating to my fap material."
Miyu remains silent.
I'll say it.
I have no choice but to say it.
I've let a lot out of my mouth already.
...I also let out a lot in Miyu's mouth too.
Honestly, I couldn't believe how much she had to drink.
That's probably the reason.
It was wrong that Miyu was drinking my semen in the first place.
I didn't want to go that far.
It's not my fault.
It's not my fault at all.
"To put it simply, I can only cum to Miyu."
This was the first time I had spoken clearly.
In the past, she said to not use her as fap material so I never made it clear that I was doing so.
Miyu blatantly blinked more frequently and became stiff.
"Onii-chan."
Then, Miyu leaned forward with both hands.
"That's a grave situation."
I was told in heavy words.
I don't know why, but it seems like it was a surprising fact for Miyu.
"Are you tired of Yuka's photos?"
"No, that's not why."
I explained the situation in more detail.
I can use Yuka as my fap material, but I won't be able to ejaculate unless I think about Miyu's voice.
I don't get erect from my classmates in the first place.
"Maybe it's my fault..."
Miyu puts her hand to her mouth and indulges in thought.
That's right, little sister of mine.
This wouldn't have happened if you weren't cute.
"Well, in the first place. Why is Miyu drin-"
"Maybe there's only one way to cure it."
Miyu interrupts me and starts fiddling with her smartphone.
It's unusual for her to interrupt others.
Was it by coincidence or did she not want to be asked about it?
"How?"
"It's simple. The point is, you fell in love with your little sister because you had no experience with women, right?"
"U-uh huh."
That's accurate though.
She speaks candidly about a difficult feat.
"Then why don't you just get a girlfriend?"
Miyu holds out a list of girls in front of me.
It was a very simple answer.
If only they were as good-looking and smart as Miyu or her friends, though.
"There's a difference between simple and easy. I don't think you understand."
"It's Onii-chan who doesn't understand. He's just putting a lid on his life with his own beliefs."
It was unquestionably verbal violence.
My heart throbbed like it had been hit with a nail bat.
Oh shit.
I feel like I'm about to cry.
I wonder why.
Even though I hadn't even intended on agreeing about it.
What's so sad about Miyu's words?
"...Are there any benefits in dating me?"
"Don't worry, you won't think about things like that once you start dating."
"Oh."
I stare at Miyu, feigning indifference.
"My friend told me."
"That's a very convincing story."
This girl.
You've never been in a romantic relationship.
And you're acting so bossy.
It's like an idol who sings love songs all the time while proclaiming her virginity.
"I can go out with people, it's just that I don't. Onii-chan has never been confessed to or invited on a date, right?"
Jab jab.
Miyu stabs me mercilessly with a knife.
I won't defy my little sister anymore.
"Well, I can't say you don't have any merits. From the perspective of my friends, my brother has at least two statuses."
"What the hell does that mean."
When I looked at her suspiciously, Miyu opened her palm and counted from her thumb to her fingers.
"Being older. And most importantly, being my older brother."
Miyu strongly declared.
Listening to Miyu's words like that, I suddenly felt like I could win too.
I'm so grateful that I want to worship you.
I'm counting on you.
"For now, I'll call out to any girls who seem willing to have sex with Onii-chan."
"Suddenly to that!?"
Kids are so free-spirited in that way these days.
Is sex education okay in Japan?
"I want to take a photo of you, so please dress more properly."
"Geh-. A photo, huh. Won't that make a bad impression of me?"
I don't think I'm terribly bad-looking either.
I've never thought that my photos were cool, though.
If you can at least use the processing app, I'd have the courage to show it to others.
"I guess it depends on your hair and clothes. Your skin is beautiful anyways."
Well, he is my older brother after all, Miyu adds.
At least that part is not thanks to you, though.
"Do you have wax?"
"No."
"When did you buy those clothes?"
"Like two years ago..."
The actor stared at me pitifully.
No, not because I didn't get a chance to go out.
I wanted to spend money on games and computers.
Even if I don't buy clothes myself, my parents sometimes buy them for me.
"Onii-chan is always only chasing after immediate benefits." Your life won't change if you don't show off.
What the hell.
Is this a personal development seminar or something?
Why are your words so heavy today?
What kind of life have you been leading?
"Sell the games you don't need and buy some clothes. Work out every day without fail. At school, talk to a girl at least once a day... preferably with Yamamoto-san. If you can keep this up for a month, your little sister guarantees that you will definitely be able to have sex with someone."
Putting her hands on her hips, Miyu puffed out her breasts so much that you could see their shape even through her uniform.
I'm really sorry for making my little sister say this.
"What if everyone refuses?"
"In that case, there's no other way. I'll be your partner."
You're putting the cart before the horse, little sister of mine.
"Clothes, huh. I don't really know much about them."
"Then let's go to the shopping mall when we're on break next time. It's a bit far, though."
"Is there a need to go that far? There's probably a clothing store at the nearest station."
"It's a matter of atmosphere. Onii-chan doesn't seem to have anything to do with it. People change just by experiencing things."
I guess that might be the case.
What a gentle little sister.
I have to return the favour to her someday.
"Then let's go."
"Yes."
Suddenly, I decided to go on a date with my little sister.
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